i hope your more like anita baker than robin givens;

and i don't give a fuck if they broke up;

"may 19th"

powered by ODEO

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Listening to: Nas - Disciple

blinded

lie to me;

i'll prefer it because im too young for this shit..

its deceiving that your are the reason the summer breezes transends to a cold season.

*sigh* why claim to do somethin thru a land line call but when our eyes meet your blinded

theres not a logic to freeze up on a nigga but wanna send a text sayin sorry for doin it.

FUCK THAT lie to me

tell me how good i make you feel even if its not real

tell me you wanna hang out even if we dont chill

cuz i mean at this point ... keepin it real" is just not you

just dont leave me out to shrink i dont even wanna be in the criteria of that

why tell me you wanna do things different cuz you dont want us to argue 

but when you LIE and don't you seem stunned when i start to..

so this lying thing you minus well keep it flowin..

hey =/ it got us this far right?

i gotta keep tell myself

- "kwame.. dont get wrapped up in this shit your only 17"

but 17 years i still looked over

cant win for losing

cuz son i'll tell you like hov did.

- "i ain't no ordinary nigga, look around, this aint want ordinary gets ya"

guess its two sides to this bitch.

ill open my eyes later.

 

"The irony of selling drugs is sort of like i'm using it Guess its two sides to what 'substance abuse' is "

soo, when you little you really want something for christmas & you can't fuckin wait to get it, then you get it then you like =/ i got it now what. you play with it & it gets old then you throw it away. & that's cool cause it's a TOY no shots lol anyway,when you meet a bitch, "excuse my favorite word for hers & hers alike but i learned it from a song i heard & sort of liked"
on like the train or school or whereever you choose to meet bitches, or niggas or what have you.
rite? follow me
everything is fresh & new
you not gonna hurt her & she not gonna hurt you
we.. or you..
cause i don't do that this stupid shit
tel them your diffrent & you spend so much time tryna be diffrent
cause your not.
& "put in work as they say on a bitch"
because she built the this terrible wall up
then you load up & try to destroy it all at once..
(flowers, staying up late etc.)
that don't work & its crazy cause fro a boys mind you should be able to get directly to the point
& be done. then you have sex to show your love for him lol
..
but it don't work & he be confuesd.
then he tries to take it down brick by brick .
& that works like motherfuckin gangbusters..
except he can't see that because niggas got a one track mind..
niggas think
cause & effect
girls think
effect -> feelings & cause
you (insert nice thing here) because you want to make her happy, not just so you can fuck
she wonders what you motives behind that is and what the cause is...

anyway,
you can't see the wall coming down because the bricks aren't making a much of a dent visually

like jenga. but it's comin, & when it does it's the best. cause ain't nothing better than workin all week to get that fat ass check


its cool.
but why would you put in all that work just to go
cheat on her?
or fuck with other bitches?
like if you wanna be like that then do that
but why waste a year or two on something?
to fuck it up?
you don't hvae to make up your mind..
but you gotta let that othere person,
live they life.
basically what you doin now is taking
out your frustration of having to work so hard
on something on her
like punishing her for not trusting you & shit, in a way your just proving her point.
that niggas not shit,
but niggas is SHIT lol
the shit no homo
and you just making it harder for other niggas to bag mrs "right"
you fucking up the game
when you thought thats what you wanted but realized it you just wanted somebody.
& she happend to be mrs" right there "
it's only high school true, but if you was going by that you wouldn have put in that much fucking work

"now follow through like kobe" or give up the rock..

Now let's pray that arm candy
That you left your Ex- for stay 'down' and come in handy
Cause come January, it gets cold
When the letters start to slow, when your commissary's low
When your lawyer screams "Appeal!" only thinkin' bout a bill
When your chances are nil, damn, gravity's ill...

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Listening to: Jay-Z - Fallin'

Last Day Dream;

Last Day Dream [HD] from Chris Milk on Vimeo.

$ on my mind

lmao best believe a nigga clockin

lifeless love

There's no spark, i wish i would of brought a lighter.. Of love and design to designate the igniter. Complex careless company but i wanna be, a better half but the math? Hey i guess i never passed the test of affection still until now im a "wanna be"... Blinded by love and meets exactly where im gonna be. Not gonna seem to pass up on the future, of daydream to seemingly sustain fewer, mischievously i missle your looks into a pistol. and cock it right at my brain cuz you blow my mind. Now my depiction of the inside me is shot in the heart and struck without a glove
shoulders i shrug cuz of a lifeless love

Exec Musik

Flight School Remix (We Not Like You)

http://www.zshare.net/audio/601516779a648912/

Your Wrong

http://www.zshare.net/audio/60151806753d6303/

i love this guy.. pause

a blink

drake is great

the tip-0ff

the game's on [:

(whistle blows)

wonder how this series is gonna end.

ya know.. now that i'm playin with a "Big 3" i'm just gonna do my part and continue to dish out my potential spotlight stardom..

every game is a different view of who remains the "go-to-guy" in the Finals, but they all seem to do there part as of now...

no more trading for new lights until the off-season..

there's a bittersweet darkside", a joyful mix", and brooklyn fix"

they all concide with my saucy savvy..

damn.. just another theatrical thought

or maybe just my first widescreen daydream..

 

808's &...

nah
not this time,
i feel like i learned a lifetime of information
on girls in like one week.
i've learned that people lie to you all the time.
every second of the day.
& that it's not a bad thing to say i don't know.
just don't say that shit for every situation.
for the first time i don't feel the need to go get a girlfriend.
& that's rare i haven't been single since 2007.
& i'm seventeen year old i should have caught at least 80 bitches by now
but that's just not the type of nigga i am,
or nor do i want to be
... i definitely know what i want for once ..
but i realize that there's not anyone out there that fits that description
(or has the time to? =/)
at least not right now, & that's fine with me..
i need a fresh start.
& it's the perfect time
summer.
i feel like i been fishing in the same pond called landstown.
it's definitely eleven other high schools anyway.
i'm tired of seeing the same people.
& people wanting me here but not there..
& trying to change people.
...
so no heartbreak,
shit my heart ain't even been broke.

& fuck finding out what love is..
i definitely don't know what it's like.
and i'm not in a rush to find out..

Looks like another love tko.

People talking bout the old school cause they livin in the past..

"you work late nights just to keep on the lights"

i just yelled at you five minutes ago but i love you.
but i wanna scream so loud for you (or at you) !!!
cause i'm so proud of you .. lemme tell you what i'm about to do..



Now playing: Drake - Missin You Remix
via FoxyTunes

"they said i couldn't play basketball i was to small"

i hate these niggas; like i acknowledge i'm a hater
i hate pirece cause of that gay comeback shit last year; & he get too many calls
i hate rondo, because he makes the dumbest decisions ever with ball for no
reason, other than to look cool..
garnett used to be cool but he's faggot, cause the way he's always hype,
house let a nigga slap him in the head on national tv and ain't fight.




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Now playing: Miguel Jontel - Sure Thing
via FoxyTunes

"tryna do it all tonight.. i got plans"

yeah, plans like i'm bout to do homework on a staurday.
i don't know the last time i did that,
oh well tho cause ain't but 5-6 more weeks of school..
then the summer..
and 1-2 more weeks till work.
that means $$ and going out every friday, saturday, monday, and thursday..
like i used to last summer..
and i got my license last summer..
=)..
now homeowork.
=/


joell ortiz & joe budden - move on


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Now playing: Charles Hamilton - Water Star
via FoxyTunes

mobile

Why the fuck is everybody sayin shit like ""I need to get over him?"
i don't even talk to YOU; i swear this month girls is coming outta the word works of life

six degrees of seperation..

there's a song for everything,
and picture is worth a thousand words..
& i don't like to talk so ..
ima paint a picture & play a song to explain myself..
unless i blog from my phone..
&&&
for some reason my computer automatically tells you what i'm listening to?

&&&& nobody is really reading this cause don't nobody but 3-4 people
know about this cause i don't like people in my business





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Now playing: KiD CuDi - Maui Wowie

so i was thinkin to mysefl..

AND I SAID SELF,
"how come people fight in bathrooms & backyards & shit"
if you was gonna fight the bitch in private you might as well have not made a big deal out of it.
bu if you gonna yell fire!
i better be a fire..
or smoke.
therefore i think everybody should fight in the middle of the street like god intended..

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Now playing: KiD CuDi - Super Boo
via FoxyTunes

the only one that gives a fuck.

hmm..
i think i'm single but i'm kinda not,
but maybe i should be all the way single because;
i keep fucking up everything it's seems like it won't ment to be.
& not ment to be like "love" i don't even be thinkin like that i mean
not meant to be like one of us gotta die cause.
nothing ever seems to go right.
on the other hand, i was my ex's sunshine but at this point in time
i feel like dark clouds.
like a shitty ass bout-to-explode-and-kill-us
all
sunshine..
it's like my left is wrong,
and my right is wrong
and anything i say to my ex, is completely wrong.
phone calls is short if there's any at all
even though they shit i say ain't no different then the hours
we talked about nothing.
whenever try to do something for myself like not talk to you
i feel like a asshole for trying to make myself feel better
& better my life.
it won't supposed to be a disrespectful thing
it was a (S P A C E ) thing.
i don't play football anymore because i,
had SARS or something
and coach don't care,
a nigga is stessed out..
i need a car,
i need to make money for said car,
i need a way to get to work to pay for car.
ugghh
and then when i try to act happy
so i can make other people smile.
all they can think of is the shit i don't do.
instead of how much energy, a nigga expends
just for you in addition to all the other shit
i take care of.

don't nobody wanna get hurt. huh
well everybody hurting me.
oh well..
i don't even want nothing heavy
but everybody got baggage

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Now playing: Trey Songz - Hatin' Love
via FoxyTunes