hmm..
i think i'm single but i'm kinda not,
but maybe i should be all the way single because;
i keep fucking up everything it's seems like it won't ment to be.
& not ment to be like "love" i don't even be thinkin like that i mean
not meant to be like one of us gotta die cause.
nothing ever seems to go right.
on the other hand, i was my ex's sunshine but at this point in time
i feel like dark clouds.
like a shitty ass bout-to-explode-and-kill-us
all
sunshine..
it's like my left is wrong,
and my right is wrong
and anything i say to my ex, is completely wrong.
phone calls is short if there's any at all
even though they shit i say ain't no different then the hours
we talked about nothing.
whenever try to do something for myself like not talk to you
i feel like a asshole for trying to make myself feel better
& better my life.
it won't supposed to be a disrespectful thing
it was a (S P A C E ) thing.
i don't play football anymore because i,
had SARS or something
and coach don't care,
a nigga is stessed out..
i need a car,
i need to make money for said car,
i need a way to get to work to pay for car.
ugghh
and then when i try to act happy
so i can make other people smile.
all they can think of is the shit i don't do.
instead of how much energy, a nigga expends
just for you in addition to all the other shit
i take care of.
don't nobody wanna get hurt. huh
well everybody hurting me.
oh well..
i don't even want nothing heavy
but everybody got baggage
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