Tuesday, May 5, 2009

It's like my sun won't shine ...


man i really tried,
i hope you respect that.
i hope you respect how i wasn't just like fuck it.
and that i genuinely cared.
in a way it's gonna suck when you're over me,
i hope you don't find another nigga
a just be like fuck martin thank god i found this new nigga...
don't remember the bad times or the tears.
stop comparing yourself... it's just stupid you already know
where you stand because i explained it to you.
no matter what i do you paint this picture of sadness
but you should use another color and think about all of the
stereotypes you had going into that relationship and how they
all changed, you can't ever say all niggas are bad cause you've a had
a couple good ones.
& honestly you HAVE to work out your decision making
(and i have mad problems too!)
and take more responsibility about your decisions
don't chalk it up to "i'm just like that"
you're way smarter than that so i get mad when you
don't realize it yourself, and i call you dumb and shit
that's my fault for not realizing how much my words affected you.
shit don't take the shit as a time to be sad rather
than a chance to learn, about yourself
enjoy the great times
and appreciate that you have
someone that cares about you as much as i do.

If I'd a prayed instead of wishing
You'd still be here with me
But all the ifs in the world won't bring you back again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdQA6mC3ZWI


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