808's &...

nah
not this time,
i feel like i learned a lifetime of information
on girls in like one week.
i've learned that people lie to you all the time.
every second of the day.
& that it's not a bad thing to say i don't know.
just don't say that shit for every situation.
for the first time i don't feel the need to go get a girlfriend.
& that's rare i haven't been single since 2007.
& i'm seventeen year old i should have caught at least 80 bitches by now
but that's just not the type of nigga i am,
or nor do i want to be
... i definitely know what i want for once ..
but i realize that there's not anyone out there that fits that description
(or has the time to? =/)
at least not right now, & that's fine with me..
i need a fresh start.
& it's the perfect time
summer.
i feel like i been fishing in the same pond called landstown.
it's definitely eleven other high schools anyway.
i'm tired of seeing the same people.
& people wanting me here but not there..
& trying to change people.
...
so no heartbreak,
shit my heart ain't even been broke.

& fuck finding out what love is..
i definitely don't know what it's like.
and i'm not in a rush to find out..

Looks like another love tko.

People talking bout the old school cause they livin in the past..

"you work late nights just to keep on the lights"

i just yelled at you five minutes ago but i love you.
but i wanna scream so loud for you (or at you) !!!
cause i'm so proud of you .. lemme tell you what i'm about to do..



Now playing: Drake - Missin You Remix
via FoxyTunes

"they said i couldn't play basketball i was to small"

i hate these niggas; like i acknowledge i'm a hater
i hate pirece cause of that gay comeback shit last year; & he get too many calls
i hate rondo, because he makes the dumbest decisions ever with ball for no
reason, other than to look cool..
garnett used to be cool but he's faggot, cause the way he's always hype,
house let a nigga slap him in the head on national tv and ain't fight.




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Now playing: Miguel Jontel - Sure Thing
via FoxyTunes

"tryna do it all tonight.. i got plans"

yeah, plans like i'm bout to do homework on a staurday.
i don't know the last time i did that,
oh well tho cause ain't but 5-6 more weeks of school..
then the summer..
and 1-2 more weeks till work.
that means $$ and going out every friday, saturday, monday, and thursday..
like i used to last summer..
and i got my license last summer..
=)..
now homeowork.
=/


joell ortiz & joe budden - move on


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Now playing: Charles Hamilton - Water Star
via FoxyTunes

mobile

Why the fuck is everybody sayin shit like ""I need to get over him?"
i don't even talk to YOU; i swear this month girls is coming outta the word works of life

six degrees of seperation..

there's a song for everything,
and picture is worth a thousand words..
& i don't like to talk so ..
ima paint a picture & play a song to explain myself..
unless i blog from my phone..
&&&
for some reason my computer automatically tells you what i'm listening to?

&&&& nobody is really reading this cause don't nobody but 3-4 people
know about this cause i don't like people in my business





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Now playing: KiD CuDi - Maui Wowie

so i was thinkin to mysefl..

AND I SAID SELF,
"how come people fight in bathrooms & backyards & shit"
if you was gonna fight the bitch in private you might as well have not made a big deal out of it.
bu if you gonna yell fire!
i better be a fire..
or smoke.
therefore i think everybody should fight in the middle of the street like god intended..

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Now playing: KiD CuDi - Super Boo
via FoxyTunes

the only one that gives a fuck.

hmm..
i think i'm single but i'm kinda not,
but maybe i should be all the way single because;
i keep fucking up everything it's seems like it won't ment to be.
& not ment to be like "love" i don't even be thinkin like that i mean
not meant to be like one of us gotta die cause.
nothing ever seems to go right.
on the other hand, i was my ex's sunshine but at this point in time
i feel like dark clouds.
like a shitty ass bout-to-explode-and-kill-us
all
sunshine..
it's like my left is wrong,
and my right is wrong
and anything i say to my ex, is completely wrong.
phone calls is short if there's any at all
even though they shit i say ain't no different then the hours
we talked about nothing.
whenever try to do something for myself like not talk to you
i feel like a asshole for trying to make myself feel better
& better my life.
it won't supposed to be a disrespectful thing
it was a (S P A C E ) thing.
i don't play football anymore because i,
had SARS or something
and coach don't care,
a nigga is stessed out..
i need a car,
i need to make money for said car,
i need a way to get to work to pay for car.
ugghh
and then when i try to act happy
so i can make other people smile.
all they can think of is the shit i don't do.
instead of how much energy, a nigga expends
just for you in addition to all the other shit
i take care of.

don't nobody wanna get hurt. huh
well everybody hurting me.
oh well..
i don't even want nothing heavy
but everybody got baggage

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Now playing: Trey Songz - Hatin' Love
via FoxyTunes

It's like my sun won't shine ...

man i really tried,
i hope you respect that.
i hope you respect how i wasn't just like fuck it.
and that i genuinely cared.
in a way it's gonna suck when you're over me,
i hope you don't find another nigga
a just be like fuck martin thank god i found this new nigga...
don't remember the bad times or the tears.
stop comparing yourself... it's just stupid you already know
where you stand because i explained it to you.
no matter what i do you paint this picture of sadness
but you should use another color and think about all of the
stereotypes you had going into that relationship and how they
all changed, you can't ever say all niggas are bad cause you've a had
a couple good ones.
& honestly you HAVE to work out your decision making
(and i have mad problems too!)
and take more responsibility about your decisions
don't chalk it up to "i'm just like that"
you're way smarter than that so i get mad when you
don't realize it yourself, and i call you dumb and shit
that's my fault for not realizing how much my words affected you.
shit don't take the shit as a time to be sad rather
than a chance to learn, about yourself
enjoy the great times
and appreciate that you have
someone that cares about you as much as i do.

If I'd a prayed instead of wishing
You'd still be here with me
But all the ifs in the world won't bring you back again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdQA6mC3ZWI

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Now playing: Drake - November 18th (Chuck English Remix) (feat. Chuck English)
via FoxyTunes

sweetness

Why can't people ever seem to treat the thing they know deserves the most respect the wrong way? I'm probably the best dude ever but i fucked up, last week in the worst way man.. Actually it's not that bad but she wouldn't have expected that from. me and partly i wanna relationship with you so i can finally get to kiss you and shit & basically get real affection without you holding back from me. so it kinda sucks to not get all that affection that i want from you but i get enough. So it sucks that ima have to wait bit longer till you truly believe i'm over her to be with you and being single + not taken sucks but i'll deal i guess.. I just can't explain how sorry i am and i'm working on myself to not fall into that catagory of niggas that hurt you but honestly i'm only human and your better than a lot of us babe cause you can't be moved on things when you make up your mind, me i try to make other people happy tooo much to the point where i put "us" in a fucked up postion... but that's no reason to go into defense mode cause i still trust you to keep a relationship with me over the "summer" and i don't hold that gainst you or homeboy that you went out with cause you kinda deaded that realtionship with me first..

i trust you trust me back it's not gonna be easy but you gotta have trust from the jump.. cause trust'll be the parchute to that leap of faith that you take with me =) one day..

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5947688401f6c0f2/

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Now playing: QuESt - Just My Imagination
via FoxyTunes

from, now on evey post will include music to go with the topic.. effective next post

i won't talk about
girl that i like.
i won't talk about girl that i miss
on blog..
will not write about it..
no matter what..
definitely won't say her name..
i hope..
anyway,
if you
do something.
and then you stop doing it because everybody else
starts doin it..
like this?..
you are a hypebeast..
cause you faking the funk and you not doin it for the love.
stop tryna be cool
BY NOT BEING COOL
that fad passed before you even latched onto it
you just lying to yourself..

over-exaggerating

i can't even watch ESPN no more,
they just take the dick, to good,
no gag reflex or nothing let this nigga rose nuts breathe..
okay this nigga ate rondo up,
but he's not gonna do this every night.
shit kobe, my number one crush doesn't even drop 40 every night..
nobody does it's not possible to have that much concentration unless.
you have to like kobe used to or..
play against short ass white people like jim brown
& wilt ...
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Now playing: Miguel Jontel - Be My Vixen
via FoxyTunes

i feel like it's still bitches that owe me sex..

& last things last..
http://www.myspace.com/bizzexecmusik
http://pt-br.tinypic.com/player.php?v=2hgx0nm&s=4
..
http://www.myspace.com/hiphophedz
for dante

kwame
that's like my best friend!!! no homo
time to go to sleep,
my nigga kobe fuckin up..

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Now playing: Norman Connors - You Are My Starship
via FoxyTunes

first things first

the intro is everything,
track number one.
the first five minutes of the movie.
when you slide it in,
first day of school etc...
so somehow i gotta begin this blog in a cool enough way that
you'll say,
hey.
that's fucking cool ya know..