girls are dumb.. ya;ll think ya'll players but you always getting fucked either literally "awww yeah uhh i'm in control of this" no you not .. when a nigga really want he can get it and we do everytime. you think you playing me cause you talk to me? and him? i talk to her her & her
do you know that no.. and you try to play the middle and fuck with both of us. nahhhhhhh he talk to her her & her too so that makes us 6 and you 2.. you lose simple bitch .. now you need a real nigga maybe you not a real bitch???????
& girls claim love.. but love don't give you a free pass to be stupid.. a bitch will scream love in the face of overwhelming odds ..
thats why we like that now. cause ya'll try to play the game but can't no girl play it like a nigga can. i'm sleepy .. that's why i got out this shit and stayed with candace =D
Man it just struck me how hard my parents work for me I gotta pay them back I just don't know if going through college is how I'm going to pay them back. I just really realize how much they must love. Me. & My brother. It makes me sick how people say. I never knew you had abrother. Ughh. I'm sorry lord I got some shit I gotta get together. These niggas always came through for me and all I can do is take advantage of their kidnness. *sigh*
I feel like i'm not happy with my life. I am happy with Candace and I barley think about Jada any more I feel this sneaking suspicion that she's not living her life like she said she was gonna. Isn't it funny how people try to control ypur life from a far. They try to guilt you into not having sex with other people or drinkingabd smoking but then they do it. Damn o was dumb. Anyway I feel like my realtionship with my brother is beyond repair and I was listening to j Cole. And I thought what if he died I'd be fucked up manwell of course I would be I don't think about death as much as the average person. I think about it about once efery year. Because nobody ever died in life that I care about I never knew my three other grandparents and o can't fathomt my last grandma dieing. I wanna repair of relationship but o don't know where to start. I want a real brother that I cantalk to andshit I always say later on in life but what if it never come. Excuse the grammar I did this blog from an itouch too.
I'm watching this town hall meeting tell me why the crowd has not one black person in it. This shit is put fault we never pay attention to politics when it effects us the most who gives a fuck about Obama if he ain't doin his job.
Why. Do girls do the things they do. So I'm at work. And these girls Shantoya Titianna Ciara and Angeleese talk so much shit about each other it's disgusting. WHY thee fuck do girls feel the need to do this shit. (pause, I'm watching the real world and this girl just tries to suck this niggas dick she is basically asking for his cock. And he says no. One because she was soforward it was weird. Bitches think their pussy is worth a small country. Fuck that. Two because ugh she won't cute. That's our fault though we should never have put that pussy on that pedastal called pussaliath. Stop making these whores believe we should move earth wind and fire to fuck because your pussy is only worth fair value that means when it's a surplus. Fuck YOU and during a drought you become slightly more valuable. So stop treating your vagina like gold. Cause that is a preciousmineral. And like a used car who's value decreases when you buy it. )
Anyway sp these bitches talk shit about each other and swear to fucking god they didn't. And that's because girls are all talk. They huff puff and puff. Their only distinct addantage Over the male species. Is their oratory skills. No pin intended. Girls just like to hear shit about other girls Bitches looooooce to talk about ducking niggas especially virgins. They luuuv to listen to how many dicks so and so sucked when in reality it doesn't Matter fuck that shit. After one bitchvtells The other bitch bitch #1 says to herself "oh. She a freak how slut etc "
BITCH!
Just cause you are a virgin and she's not doesn't mean she is hoe. It just mean she knows what the fuck she wanna do with her life
Rule to live by number one #1 mind your own fucking buisness (I wrote this from a iPod so it might not be grammtically correct. )
so i'm in the quest to buy a car before school start, but this shit ain't workin out tooo well, when you buying your OWN car, by yourself your price range kinda limited.. it's hard to save in teh summer cause if not you gonna miss out on the best part of life. so this is my struggle.. i mean theres cars out theer for 500$ but that's not what i want in my life i refuse to drive a car that's older than me, or looks like this ...
hold up i'll be back ..
www.craigslist.com
nah son, I REFUSE TO DRIVE THAT .. and it's like it's always disappointment .. like today i HAD THIS CAR.. it was cheap.. it was a 96' mazda 626.. perfect condition i call to arrange the test drive.. he's selling it as i call. WHAT.. and it's like what the fuck do i gotta do i know that the world ain't easy but life as a shorty shouldn't be so rough i swear..
thats why it makes me sooo mad to see niggas that say they GOT a car they just don 't feel like gettin they license yet.. WELL THEN BITCH LEMME DRIVE YOUR SHIT TILL YOU DO!
on top of that this whole week at work made me really think about murde.. i looked it up and everything the... the electric chair ain't so bad. it's better than ocean breeze so day #2 lets see how long this keeps up..
Wifeys is always down, through think, and thin, not always with a smile, & she will call you on your bullshit, don't get mad at her for your flaws. =/ <3 c.a.w
lifes a bitch & i'm dying to see her tits. just got her wet, waitin to go in depth.
"these new type bitches are so wack like, seriously anybody noticing how corny these newbreed of bitch coming in to hs is? we gotta watch this shit my niggas, these bitches then had myspace since like fourth grade, but whats weird is like they all the same bitch. they all say the same things dress the same was only thing is different is the faces on the hoes like they like one bitch one soul and shit. i seriously hope this shit change cause these rising sophomores is definitely already ran through ;) shit i did my part. ;) got it get out my system before i get 18 lol for the most part all bitches is the same i'm beginning to think ya'll all bleed on the same day too, ugh none of them are intelligent different interesting or anything, i mean it don't matter cause we just gonna fuck ya'll but still while we tryna fuck y'all could at least provide entertainment. "
Friday, July 3, 2009
It's like haileys comet, you wonder if it came too soon, and if you'll ever see it again in your lifetime, goodnight candace.
people are wild predictable, i went out the hood today and bumped into my ex jank, so we was interactin' & shit and she says "would you mind if i kiss you?" "just to see if it's the same" yes, the fuck i would. lmao forreal? nigga this ain't 1999 we not 8 years old if i fucked you and nutted in your face it wouldn't feel the same.. ya lips feel like lips i ain't clumsy ain't this ain't a trap a nigga fallin in..
damn, so that other chick, nobody knows what the fuck she doin with her life or vagina, oh well
then, a nigga took the final exam, in alg II i was the only asshole there. we just lookin at each other like anyways summer commin, this nigga exec need to get in the studio i got the beats...
oh yeah.. fuck dogs how this nigga mike vick kill eleventy million dogs and go to jail for 23 months, and the took his momma house. and donte stallworth kill one person and get thirty days???
i could kill A THOUSAND DOGS, RIGHT NOW it wouldn't fuck up my mood,i'd fall asleepright after words with knife in my hand YOU COULD KILL MY DOG if i had one and i'd be like damn son why you kill my dog? well shit GOODNIGHT.. -_- ill killa dog right now if seen one fuck em they not human.. thats like saying it's fucked up to walk cause i gurrante everybody livin in the world stepped on some kinda of insect or killed a fly or something meanwhile .. this nigga killed a person annnnna he was drunk. annnnd he left the scene annnnnnn he was way over the limit annnnnnd he was speeedin annnnd he black tooo. and goes to jail for thirty days... -___-.. forreal nigga? his lawyer must be Johnnie Cochran's ghost cause AIN'T NO WAY I CAN RUN A NIGGA OVER AND BE DRUNK AND NOT HAVE 66887967869876 MILLION DOLLARS and just get off like that.. don't oj gucci & jeezy got beef? didn't jeezy try to kill that nigga? didn't gucci kill that "killa" nigga? who remember cmurder? who REMEMBER SHYNE??????
MAX B!! he should have had donte stallworth lawyer... 8 counts of attempted murder? lmao WAVY!!
i'm tired.. i think i love this girl, a little bit even though we not really synchronized right now niggas gotta work all the time, she still better than them other ones .. but that's what everybody says about they exxes.. fuck dogs. fuck being bitter. fuck twitter
why porn stars be posting pictures of everything but the titties? i don't wanna see you cook bitch i want the whole enchilada...
was twister even necessary on that wetter shit? i mean strippers don't really need lyrics? just dollars.. i'm bored i'm bout to call somebody and get on they nerves
soo, when you little you really want something for christmas & you can't fuckin wait to get it, then you get it then you like =/i got it now what.you play with it & it gets old then you throw it away.& that's cool cause it's a TOYno shots lolanyway,when you meet a bitch,"excuse my favorite word for hers & hers alike but i learned it from a song i heard & sort of liked" on like the train or school or whereever you choose to meet bitches, or niggas or what have you. rite? follow me everything is fresh & new you not gonna hurt her & she not gonna hurt you we.. or you.. cause i don't do that this stupid shit tel them your diffrent & you spend so much time tryna be diffrent cause your not. & "put in work as they say on a bitch" because she built the this terrible wall up then you load up & try to destroy it all at once.. (flowers, staying up late etc.) that don't work & its crazy cause fro a boys mind you should be able to get directly to the point & be done. then you have sex to show your love for him lol .. but it don't work & he be confuesd. then he tries to take it down brick by brick . & that works like motherfuckin gangbusters.. except he can't see that because niggas got a one track mind.. niggas think cause & effect girls think effect -> feelings & cause you (insert nice thing here) because you want to make her happy, not just so you can fuck she wonders what you motives behind that is and what the cause is...
anyway, you can't see the wall coming down because the bricks aren't making a much of a dent visually
like jenga. but it's comin, & when it does it's the best. cause ain't nothing better than workin all week to get that fat ass check
its cool. but why would you put in all that work just to go cheat on her? or fuck with other bitches? like if you wanna be like that then do that but why waste a year or two on something? to fuck it up? you don't hvae to make up your mind.. but you gotta let that othere person, live they life. basically what you doin now is taking out your frustration of having to work so hard on something on her like punishing her for not trusting you & shit, in a way your just proving her point. that niggas not shit, but niggas is SHIT lol the shit no homo and you just making it harder for other niggas to bag mrs "right" you fucking up the game when you thought thats what you wanted but realized it you just wanted somebody. & she happend to be mrs" right there " it's only high school true, but if you was going by that you wouldn have put in that much fucking work
"now follow through like kobe" or give up the rock..
Now let's pray that arm candy That you left your Ex- for stay 'down' and come in handy Cause come January, it gets cold When the letters start to slow, when your commissary's low When your lawyer screams "Appeal!" only thinkin' bout a bill When your chances are nil, damn, gravity's ill...
There's no spark, i wish i would of brought a lighter.. Of love and design to designate the igniter. Complex careless company but i wanna be, a better half but the math? Hey i guess i never passed the test of affection still until now im a "wanna be"... Blinded by love and meets exactly where im gonna be. Not gonna seem to pass up on the future, of daydream to seemingly sustain fewer, mischievously i missle your looks into a pistol. and cock it right at my brain cuz you blow my mind. Now my depiction of the inside me is shot in the heart and struck without a glove shoulders i shrug cuz of a lifeless love
nah not this time, i feel like i learned a lifetime of information on girls in like one week. i've learned that people lie to you all the time. every second of the day. & that it's not a bad thing to say i don't know. just don't say that shit for every situation. for the first time i don't feel the need to go get a girlfriend. & that's rare i haven't been single since 2007. & i'm seventeen year old i should have caught at least 80 bitches by now but that's just not the type of nigga i am, or nor do i want to be ... i definitely know what i want for once .. but i realize that there's not anyone out there that fits that description (or has the time to? =/) at least not right now, & that's fine with me.. i need a fresh start. & it's the perfect time summer. i feel like i been fishing in the same pond called landstown. it's definitely eleven other high schools anyway. i'm tired of seeing the same people. & people wanting me here but not there.. & trying to change people. ... so no heartbreak, shit my heart ain't even been broke.
& fuck finding out what love is.. i definitely don't know what it's like. and i'm not in a rush to find out..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Looks like another love tko.
People talking bout the old school cause they livin in the past..
i just yelled at you five minutes ago but i love you. but i wanna scream so loud for you (or at you) !!! cause i'm so proud of you .. lemme tell you what i'm about to do..
i hate these niggas; like i acknowledge i'm a hater i hate pirece cause of that gay comeback shit last year; & he get too many calls i hate rondo, because he makes the dumbest decisions ever with ball for no reason, other than to look cool.. garnett used to be cool but he's faggot, cause the way he's always hype, house let a nigga slap him in the head on national tv and ain't fight.
yeah, plans like i'm bout to do homework on a staurday. i don't know the last time i did that, oh well tho cause ain't but 5-6 more weeks of school.. then the summer.. and 1-2 more weeks till work. that means $$ and going out every friday, saturday, monday, and thursday.. like i used to last summer.. and i got my license last summer.. =).. now homeowork. =/
Why the fuck is everybody sayin shit like ""I need to get over him?" i don't even talk to YOU; i swear this month girls is coming outta the word works of life
there's a song for everything, and picture is worth a thousand words.. & i don't like to talk so .. ima paint a picture & play a song to explain myself.. unless i blog from my phone.. &&& for some reason my computer automatically tells you what i'm listening to?
&&&& nobody is really reading this cause don't nobody but 3-4 people know about this cause i don't like people in my business
AND I SAID SELF, "how come people fight in bathrooms & backyards & shit" if you was gonna fight the bitch in private you might as well have not made a big deal out of it. bu if you gonna yell fire! i better be a fire.. or smoke. therefore i think everybody should fight in the middle of the street like god intended..
hmm.. i think i'm single but i'm kinda not, but maybe i should be all the way single because; i keep fucking up everything it's seems like it won't ment to be. & not ment to be like "love" i don't even be thinkin like that i mean not meant to be like one of us gotta die cause. nothing ever seems to go right. on the other hand, i was my ex's sunshine but at this point in time i feel like dark clouds. like a shitty ass bout-to-explode-and-kill-us all sunshine.. it's like my left is wrong, and my right is wrong and anything i say to my ex, is completely wrong. phone calls is short if there's any at all even though they shit i say ain't no different then the hours we talked about nothing. whenever try to do something for myself like not talk to you i feel like a asshole for trying to make myself feel better & better my life. it won't supposed to be a disrespectful thing it was a (S P A C E ) thing. i don't play football anymore because i, had SARS or something and coach don't care, a nigga is stessed out.. i need a car, i need to make money for said car, i need a way to get to work to pay for car. ugghh and then when i try to act happy so i can make other people smile. all they can think of is the shit i don't do. instead of how much energy, a nigga expends just for you in addition to all the other shit i take care of.
don't nobody wanna get hurt. huh well everybody hurting me. oh well.. i don't even want nothing heavy but everybody got baggage
man i really tried, i hope you respect that. i hope you respect how i wasn't just like fuck it. and that i genuinely cared. in a way it's gonna suck when you're over me, i hope you don't find another nigga a just be like fuck martin thank god i found this new nigga... don't remember the bad times or the tears. stop comparing yourself... it's just stupid you already know where you stand because i explained it to you. no matter what i do you paint this picture of sadness but you should use another color and think about all of the stereotypes you had going into that relationship and how they all changed, you can't ever say all niggas are bad cause you've a had a couple good ones. & honestly you HAVE to work out your decision making (and i have mad problems too!) and take more responsibility about your decisions don't chalk it up to "i'm just like that" you're way smarter than that so i get mad when you don't realize it yourself, and i call you dumb and shit that's my fault for not realizing how much my words affected you. shit don't take the shit as a time to be sad rather than a chance to learn, about yourself enjoy the great times and appreciate that you have someone that cares about you as much as i do.
Why can't people ever seem to treat the thing they know deserves the most respect the wrong way? I'm probably the best dude ever but i fucked up, last week in the worst way man.. Actually it's not that bad but she wouldn't have expected that from. me and partly i wanna relationship with you so i can finally get to kiss you and shit & basically get real affection without you holding back from me. so it kinda sucks to not get all that affection that i want from you but i get enough. So it sucks that ima have to wait bit longer till you truly believe i'm over her to be with you and being single + not taken sucks but i'll deal i guess.. I just can't explain how sorry i am and i'm working on myself to not fall into that catagory of niggas that hurt you but honestly i'm only human and your better than a lot of us babe cause you can't be moved on things when you make up your mind, me i try to make other people happy tooo much to the point where i put "us" in a fucked up postion... but that's no reason to go into defense mode cause i still trust you to keep a relationship with me over the "summer" and i don't hold that gainst you or homeboy that you went out with cause you kinda deaded that realtionship with me first..
i trust you trust me back it's not gonna be easy but you gotta have trust from the jump.. cause trust'll be the parchute to that leap of faith that you take with me =) one day..
i won't talk about girl that i like. i won't talk about girl that i miss on blog.. will not write about it.. no matter what.. definitely won't say her name.. i hope.. anyway, if you do something. and then you stop doing it because everybody else starts doin it.. like this?.. you are a hypebeast.. cause you faking the funk and you not doin it for the love. stop tryna be cool BY NOT BEING COOL that fad passed before you even latched onto it you just lying to yourself..
i can't even watch ESPN no more, they just take the dick, to good, no gag reflex or nothing let this nigga rose nuts breathe.. okay this nigga ate rondo up, but he's not gonna do this every night. shit kobe, my number one crush doesn't even drop 40 every night.. nobody does it's not possible to have that much concentration unless. you have to like kobe used to or.. play against short ass white people like jim brown & wilt ... ---------------- Now playing: Miguel Jontel - Be My Vixen via FoxyTunes
& last things last.. http://www.myspace.com/bizzexecmusik http://pt-br.tinypic.com/player.php?v=2hgx0nm&s=4 .. http://www.myspace.com/hiphophedz for dante
kwame that's like my best friend!!! no homo time to go to sleep, my nigga kobe fuckin up..
the intro is everything, track number one. the first five minutes of the movie. when you slide it in, first day of school etc... so somehow i gotta begin this blog in a cool enough way that you'll say, hey. that's fucking cool ya know..
