"you work late nights just to keep on the lights"

i just yelled at you five minutes ago but i love you.
but i wanna scream so loud for you (or at you) !!!
cause i'm so proud of you .. lemme tell you what i'm about to do..



Now playing: Drake - Missin You Remix
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"they said i couldn't play basketball i was to small"

i hate these niggas; like i acknowledge i'm a hater
i hate pirece cause of that gay comeback shit last year; & he get too many calls
i hate rondo, because he makes the dumbest decisions ever with ball for no
reason, other than to look cool..
garnett used to be cool but he's faggot, cause the way he's always hype,
house let a nigga slap him in the head on national tv and ain't fight.




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"tryna do it all tonight.. i got plans"

yeah, plans like i'm bout to do homework on a staurday.
i don't know the last time i did that,
oh well tho cause ain't but 5-6 more weeks of school..
then the summer..
and 1-2 more weeks till work.
that means $$ and going out every friday, saturday, monday, and thursday..
like i used to last summer..
and i got my license last summer..
=)..
now homeowork.
=/


joell ortiz & joe budden - move on


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mobile

Why the fuck is everybody sayin shit like ""I need to get over him?"
i don't even talk to YOU; i swear this month girls is coming outta the word works of life

six degrees of seperation..

there's a song for everything,
and picture is worth a thousand words..
& i don't like to talk so ..
ima paint a picture & play a song to explain myself..
unless i blog from my phone..
&&&
for some reason my computer automatically tells you what i'm listening to?

&&&& nobody is really reading this cause don't nobody but 3-4 people
know about this cause i don't like people in my business





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Now playing: KiD CuDi - Maui Wowie

so i was thinkin to mysefl..

AND I SAID SELF,
"how come people fight in bathrooms & backyards & shit"
if you was gonna fight the bitch in private you might as well have not made a big deal out of it.
bu if you gonna yell fire!
i better be a fire..
or smoke.
therefore i think everybody should fight in the middle of the street like god intended..

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the only one that gives a fuck.

hmm..
i think i'm single but i'm kinda not,
but maybe i should be all the way single because;
i keep fucking up everything it's seems like it won't ment to be.
& not ment to be like "love" i don't even be thinkin like that i mean
not meant to be like one of us gotta die cause.
nothing ever seems to go right.
on the other hand, i was my ex's sunshine but at this point in time
i feel like dark clouds.
like a shitty ass bout-to-explode-and-kill-us
all
sunshine..
it's like my left is wrong,
and my right is wrong
and anything i say to my ex, is completely wrong.
phone calls is short if there's any at all
even though they shit i say ain't no different then the hours
we talked about nothing.
whenever try to do something for myself like not talk to you
i feel like a asshole for trying to make myself feel better
& better my life.
it won't supposed to be a disrespectful thing
it was a (S P A C E ) thing.
i don't play football anymore because i,
had SARS or something
and coach don't care,
a nigga is stessed out..
i need a car,
i need to make money for said car,
i need a way to get to work to pay for car.
ugghh
and then when i try to act happy
so i can make other people smile.
all they can think of is the shit i don't do.
instead of how much energy, a nigga expends
just for you in addition to all the other shit
i take care of.

don't nobody wanna get hurt. huh
well everybody hurting me.
oh well..
i don't even want nothing heavy
but everybody got baggage

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Now playing: Trey Songz - Hatin' Love
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It's like my sun won't shine ...

man i really tried,
i hope you respect that.
i hope you respect how i wasn't just like fuck it.
and that i genuinely cared.
in a way it's gonna suck when you're over me,
i hope you don't find another nigga
a just be like fuck martin thank god i found this new nigga...
don't remember the bad times or the tears.
stop comparing yourself... it's just stupid you already know
where you stand because i explained it to you.
no matter what i do you paint this picture of sadness
but you should use another color and think about all of the
stereotypes you had going into that relationship and how they
all changed, you can't ever say all niggas are bad cause you've a had
a couple good ones.
& honestly you HAVE to work out your decision making
(and i have mad problems too!)
and take more responsibility about your decisions
don't chalk it up to "i'm just like that"
you're way smarter than that so i get mad when you
don't realize it yourself, and i call you dumb and shit
that's my fault for not realizing how much my words affected you.
shit don't take the shit as a time to be sad rather
than a chance to learn, about yourself
enjoy the great times
and appreciate that you have
someone that cares about you as much as i do.

If I'd a prayed instead of wishing
You'd still be here with me
But all the ifs in the world won't bring you back again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdQA6mC3ZWI

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