nah
not this time,
i feel like i learned a lifetime of information
on girls in like one week.
i've learned that people lie to you all the time.
every second of the day.
& that it's not a bad thing to say i don't know.
just don't say that shit for every situation.
for the first time i don't feel the need to go get a girlfriend.
& that's rare i haven't been single since 2007.
& i'm seventeen year old i should have caught at least 80 bitches by now
but that's just not the type of nigga i am,
or nor do i want to be
... i definitely know what i want for once ..
but i realize that there's not anyone out there that fits that description
(or has the time to? =/)
at least not right now, & that's fine with me..
i need a fresh start.
& it's the perfect time
summer.
i feel like i been fishing in the same pond called landstown.
it's definitely eleven other high schools anyway.
i'm tired of seeing the same people.
& people wanting me here but not there..
& trying to change people.
...
so no heartbreak,
shit my heart ain't even been broke.
& fuck finding out what love is..
i definitely don't know what it's like.
and i'm not in a rush to find out..
