CD-R's & Cigarillo's: 2009-05-17

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i hope your more like anita baker than robin givens;

and i don't give a fuck if they broke up;

"may 19th"

Monday, May 18, 2009

blinded

lie to me;

i'll prefer it because im too young for this shit..

its deceiving that your are the reason the summer breezes transends to a cold season.

*sigh* why claim to do somethin thru a land line call but when our eyes meet your blinded

theres not a logic to freeze up on a nigga but wanna send a text sayin sorry for doin it.

FUCK THAT lie to me

tell me how good i make you feel even if its not real

tell me you wanna hang out even if we dont chill

cuz i mean at this point ... keepin it real" is just not you

just dont leave me out to shrink i dont even wanna be in the criteria of that

why tell me you wanna do things different cuz you dont want us to argue

but when you LIE and don't you seem stunned when i start to..

so this lying thing you minus well keep it flowin..

hey =/ it got us this far right?

i gotta keep tell myself

- "kwame.. dont get wrapped up in this shit your only 17"

but 17 years i still looked over

cant win for losing

cuz son i'll tell you like hov did.

- "i ain't no ordinary nigga, look around, this aint want ordinary gets ya"

guess its two sides to this bitch.

ill open my eyes later.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

"The irony of selling drugs is sort of like i'm using it Guess its two sides to what 'substance abuse' is "

soo, when you little you really want something for christmas & you can't fuckin wait to get it, then you get it then you like =/ i got it now what. you play with it & it gets old then you throw it away. & that's cool cause it's a TOY no shots lol anyway,when you meet a bitch, "excuse my favorite word for hers & hers alike but i learned it from a song i heard & sort of liked"
on like the train or school or whereever you choose to meet bitches, or niggas or what have you.
rite? follow me
everything is fresh & new
you not gonna hurt her & she not gonna hurt you
we.. or you..
cause i don't do that this stupid shit
tel them your diffrent & you spend so much time tryna be diffrent
cause your not.
& "put in work as they say on a bitch"
because she built the this terrible wall up
then you load up & try to destroy it all at once..
(flowers, staying up late etc.)
that don't work & its crazy cause fro a boys mind you should be able to get directly to the point
& be done. then you have sex to show your love for him lol
..
but it don't work & he be confuesd.
then he tries to take it down brick by brick .
& that works like motherfuckin gangbusters..
except he can't see that because niggas got a one track mind..
niggas think
cause & effect
girls think
effect -> feelings & cause
you (insert nice thing here) because you want to make her happy, not just so you can fuck
she wonders what you motives behind that is and what the cause is...

anyway,
you can't see the wall coming down because the bricks aren't making a much of a dent visually

like jenga. but it's comin, & when it does it's the best. cause ain't nothing better than workin all week to get that fat ass check

its cool.
but why would you put in all that work just to go
cheat on her?
or fuck with other bitches?
like if you wanna be like that then do that
but why waste a year or two on something?
to fuck it up?
you don't hvae to make up your mind..
but you gotta let that othere person,
live they life.
basically what you doin now is taking
out your frustration of having to work so hard
on something on her
like punishing her for not trusting you & shit, in a way your just proving her point.
that niggas not shit,
but niggas is SHIT lol
the shit no homo
and you just making it harder for other niggas to bag mrs "right"
you fucking up the game
when you thought thats what you wanted but realized it you just wanted somebody.
& she happend to be mrs" right there "
it's only high school true, but if you was going by that you wouldn have put in that much fucking work

"now follow through like kobe" or give up the rock..

Now let's pray that arm candy
That you left your Ex- for stay 'down' and come in handy
Cause come January, it gets cold
When the letters start to slow, when your commissary's low
When your lawyer screams "Appeal!" only thinkin' bout a bill
When your chances are nil, damn, gravity's ill...

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Listening to: Jay-Z - Fallin'

Last Day Dream;

Last Day Dream [HD] from Chris Milk on Vimeo.

$ on my mind

lmao best believe a nigga clockin

lifeless love

There's no spark, i wish i would of brought a lighter.. Of love and design to designate the igniter. Complex careless company but i wanna be, a better half but the math? Hey i guess i never passed the test of affection still until now im a "wanna be"... Blinded by love and meets exactly where im gonna be. Not gonna seem to pass up on the future, of daydream to seemingly sustain fewer, mischievously i missle your looks into a pistol. and cock it right at my brain cuz you blow my mind. Now my depiction of the inside me is shot in the heart and struck without a glove
shoulders i shrug cuz of a lifeless love